I do this at these thoughts. I have these thoughts from other people not my own. I do this when I am angry not when I am sad I just pick a person and ask them for what they want me to do and I do it. I actually really want to do my own thing but they ask this all the time. I really want to do my own thing and they ask this all the time in a way I don’t understand sometimes but it all makes everything all right. I want to say my own thing but they don’t want me to because they all want to get their words in and say what they want to. I want to be in something with someone but they don’t let me. I have a lot of love to give to someone but they don’t let me do this to another person. I want to love someone so bad. I want to love and be with a person so bad. I have my life to be in and they don’t let me. I have a lot of girlfriends for the moment but they don’t love me. The one that’s writing this does.
She takes down every word I say and puts it in writing. I love her. I love to be with this and listen to her but she doesn’t want that because I messed with other girls. I want to be with her in person but I don’t know if she wants that from me. I want to be with her in person like hand in hand. I want to touch with her and be in her bed. I don’t want to write anymore because other people get in on what I am trying to say. She won’t write them only me. Other people put in too much. I don’t want it to be her.
I want to be with a certain person who writes on me so bad. There she goes she just keeps writing on me whatever is on my mind. I have to be with someone in order to protect me sort of so they know I exist in life. If I don’t have anyone then I sort of blow up what’s on my mind from another person that puts me in a bad position. When you write me I am ok. I am ok with a person. I don’t want a person to follow me so much. That’s the one.