Letting go

By @foreveryoung

Letting go

By @foreveryoung

A letter to the boys who broke our hearts.

Chapter 1

A letter to you.

To the boy who broke me,

I thought we were going to work. Despite all of our fights, all of the hateful words said and all of the tears that fell from my green eyes. I thought it would work. I put all of my effort into you. I defended your name to all of my friends. I look back now and realize that we were just an accident waiting to happen over and over again. You hurt me. You broke me. You made me feel like I wasn’t good enough. Everyone told me “He’s not worth it. You can do better.” I knew they were right but I was so blinded by you that I ignored all of the red flags. I should’ve known we would never be anything. I knew I was going to get hurt but I stayed because I had hope. Now, I sit in bed at night crying myself to sleep because you will never feel for me the way I did for you. I hope the next girl makes you realize that it’s okay to care. It’s okay to love and it’s okay to feel. You have something special about you. I know you are capable of showing your feelings. I’d like to think you had feelings for me. I’d like to think that I meant something to you. I have questions that I want to ask you and things I want to tell you but I can’t. I can’t keep letting myself get hurt by you. It is time for me to let go. Time for me to find someone who sees my worth. I don’t blame you. It’s my fault for staying for so long but it’s your fault for making me think we would ever be anything. I never wanted to know what saying goodbye felt like. I hate goodbyes. Maybe this isn’t goodbye but a see you later. Maybe the world will bring us back together. What’s meant for you will always find it’s way back. If you are meant for me, I will be seeing you soon. If you’re not then I guess it really is goodbye. I need to let go. I need to learn to live without you. I wish you nothing but happiness. You deserve the world. I don’t really know why I’m saying this after all of the hurt you have caused me. I will never hate you. I hope you don’t hate me for putting myself first this time. I hope you carry the world in the palm of your hand. One day, I will look back on this and realize that this was all a lesson. A lesson to show me that I need to love myself first before loving anyone else. Don’t forget about me.

From,

The girl with a broken heart

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