Ghost of myself

Ghost

I’m the ghost of my own body

haunting me throughout my day

every day

I’m floating outside my own body

dragging my soul

stabbing my heart

over and over

and it all stops

.

.

.

gone

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.

.

the silence is haunting me

the silence of my screams that no one hears

thought this would be the dream that

I

No

Longer

Fear

but I’m still scared

im still silent

if I don’t talk

if I say yes to everything

this ghost can not control me

this ghost can’t hold me down

and beat me up

i keep trying to sit up

but it is kicking me to the ground

i am hopeless now