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By @Theonlytrueintrovert

Hi this is Me

Hi, I’m a girl who’s name and age I don’t want to reveal. I’m an introvert who has issues with depression and social anxiety. I’m a cancer, zodiac sign wise, and I’m here to tell you some of my story to help you get through.

Sure this may not seem ligit, or real, but believe me, all this is true. I have such a rough time with life, that I’ve cut myself before. I have a verbally abuse little sister, and my parents divorced recently. I have a huge crush on someone, but he’s someone I want not need. That brings me to talk about him for a sec.

He’s around my age, and we currently go to the same school and we have the same mutual group together. I know for a fact that he hates me, and it seriously hurts me inside. I haven’t talked to him in forever, and I try to avoid talking to him. But honeslty… I love talking to him. He makes my sad days brighter, he makes me laugh, and he’s pretty cool too. But everything negative that happened between us… tore my chances of being friends with him into dust. The scar that was left, causes me to have trust issues, depression, and social anxiety. I have issues with zoning out too. The thing is, I can’t remember what goes on in my head when it happens. Now to the part where I want him not need him. Once a need is met, that thing that you needed isn’t of much use anymore, so that person would suddenly be invaluable. But when you want someone, that means you’re going to want them and you want to stick with them forever. But he’s a nice guy who makes people laugh, who makes sad days happy, and is just cool in general.

Ok, back to me. I know what it’s like to be miserable and misunderstood. I know what it’s like to feel the cool, silver blade across my arm. I know what it’s like to be hated by one that you care about most. I understand lots of things that people might be going through. And even if I don’t, that doesn’t mean that I can’t try to help. And without communicating directly, this is how I’m going to do it.

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