It’s been awhile, since I’ve been considered yours. I’ve finally moved on. I can’t understand it, but when we’re together time slows down. I don’t know why you did it. I don’t know how to feel about it. We were the last ones to leave. I shut off the lights off behind me. Then you turned around and put your arms out. We hugged for what seemed like eternity while you gentilly pushed me against the all so we couldn’t be seen. We separated but kept our arms around each other. We made our foreheads touch. I didn’t know what to do. I could feel you heart pounding in your chest through my breast. You tilted your head slightly to the right. So I leaned in and kissed you. Then the door opened up and we quickly parted from each other. And we left the storage room we acted like nothing happened, because you have a girlfriend but I still love you. You were my first and I’ll never forget you. Even now, hours after, I can still smell you on my clothes. Right when we kissed all of the feelings that I’ve buried deep inside came flooding to the surface. I didn’t know what to do so I started to cry. Weather it was sadness or joy I couldn’t tell. I wasn’t balling my eyes out; it was just a lonely tear sliding down my check. I don’t know what to do, you’ve hurt me before. I’ve cried myself to sleep, too many times. I don’t know if I can go through that again. Love is the one thing that can stitch your broken heart back together then once it’s healed it’ll tear you to pieces. That was our first kiss in almost a year and I don’t know how to feel about it. My feelings are just as strong as they were on December 23rd. I’ve been lonely since we’ve gone our separate ways; my walls have had time to rebuild themselves. I’ve tried to date other guys but your always on my mind, I’m like a ghost that can’t move on. Even now my mind and heart are at war, tearing me apart. My mind tells me that you’ve hurt me enough and that I should find someone new, someone better. Then my heart tells me that I love you, and you love me. And our love is like a stream. It has its twists and turns but it keeps on flowing. Our love is like the stars, bright in the dark of night, and even though you can’t see them in the day, they’re still there. In the distance, shining on. You are the gravity that keeps me on Earth and without you I’d just be wondering to the ends of the universe all alone. I loved you then and I love you still, I always have and I have a feeling I always will.